Sunday, December 23, 2007
i feel dumb.really DUMB. -.-smth doesn feel right. I dun feel right.i need some answers.how do i obtain them?how the hell i even go about them!?i need help.but who..?maybe her.. gosh. thinking of everything that has happened this year lately.one year of jc = wasted.i guess i hafta LEARN from my mistakes and NOT MAKE THE SAME ONES AGAIN.or i might suffer again.'did you ponder over what happened this year'a friend asked me.i guess. i didn give it much thought.though i did think of them.manns. i feel lost. abit.i need t get back on track.what shld i do what shld i do!?!?i need HER to help me. ):sad sad sad. i hate this.will i ever move on?haii. so much for convincing myself that i did..darn it.i have to.and i will need t try.TRY VERY HARD.i'm tired. quite tired. very tired.you name it.and i cant wait until i'm exhausted to handle this.must settle this once and for all.i just need the right time.but i dunno when.May He help me.this could have explained my sleepless nights and eyebags.though work has played a role too.super unglam.
