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Saturday, July 30, 2005

ahhhhh...the past few days were quite busy mann...hmm...getting time off now...ltr hafta do work again...

thurs: had training...but chuck n nat didn come..warmup was the same as tues...but was okayys...after warmup we hadda do this drill..passes..throw the ball onto the wall and it has to bounce bak to u..nt bounce on the floor then back to u.. had a damn hard time doing two of the passes...was like almost the last few to finish... and that woman damn pms-er...i hit that plank only twice lorr!! and she said "how many times already!!??" pissed mann..did drills with bei.. finally in a million trgs mann!!! hahha..sorry for the passes and wateva shits okayys bei and to the sec 3s.

today: the drama night is happening NOW at sji..)): couldn go..stayed bak to do the paintings with jer..hahaha..was stuck in the com lab..hahaha..couldn get the printing done..so ended up rubbing off some grafitti on the wall... thx jer for staying bak and still doing after i left!! ((:

eyy you! yes you! who you think you are?! only know how to think of ME, MYSELF and I. the whole world doesn revolve around you only okayys!! dun expect all of us to change just for ur benefits. HECK NO MANN!!!

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

yeahh!! woohoooo!! geog test and chinese test are postponed!! this morning was a nice day to sleep!! but sadly there's was sch.. rained all the way until aftnn... had training..yupp..was okayys lahh..coach was kinda smiling the whole time..so means good for us. 1st part was so-so lahh..quite tiring..then the rest was okayys.. my new partner is shir!! haiz...still wann bak mah old partner..)):

health and wealth was held last sat..hahha..reporting time was 9am but i reached sch like 1130!! hahah..spent only half hr down there!! went to the haunted hse..must admit they did a good job lahh...although it wasn scary.. went to j8 with nat poh, andrea, tenisha n bow. took neos then i hadda rush for mah lesson..met hummie n tenisha at 3pm..went to yoshi for lunch..rushed bak for another lesson at 4pm..ended at 5pm.. hahaha..walked ard j8 with hummie and tenisha for a while. then we went home..

hope the july babies hummie, seshaa, denis and jer had a wonderful celebration!!!!

Saturday, July 23, 2005

i swear this to nat loo mann!! nat loo! if ya'r reading this! i swear i will slap u punch u kick u until u cant be recognised by anybody!! hahaha..u damn shit today lahh! having u behind me for one day is enuff manns!! hahaha..was like jing jing tushira tushira.. hahaha..wanted to kill you! had her nails painted.. thx to me n mah twin.. ahahha.. had dancing for pe..was damn cutee...mah twin was taking the guy part..and i took the girl part..hahaha.. when combined together it was damn hilarious!!!! ahahaha..

went to yoshi with connie today for lunch... feeling like a pig mann! hahaha..have been eating alot during this wk.. anyways...we were like deciding where to eat lahh..was standing outside cartel..in the end decided to go to yoshi..

slacked down there after we ate...took some pictures using her phone.. then saw this guy with damn nice hair...so she secretly took a pic of that guy... hahahah..then we finally left the place at 3.45... hadda go home and get ready for mah tuition...

now i am back!! sitting in front of a box! hahhaha..wanna go out tmr to celebrate jer's birthday..but not sure if i can.. having alot of tests nxt wk..it's gonna be a longgg week with tests and trgs and that bitch...

been thinking alott lately..something's seriously bothering me...issit my will to carry on...or issit just me..
i'm thinking of giving up..............
should i ?

Friday, July 22, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRR!!!

today was a slacking day!!!

hahah..went to toa payoh central to eat pizza with noelle, tenisha, toad and nat poh.. and we ate alott! hahaha..then nat left halfway...and then we were like where did nat go? is she gonna come back or did she pang-seh us!?!? hahaha.. ate our hearts out! hahaha..

then me n tenisha went to noelle's hse to do the hist project... but then we were toking.. then tenisha left so early!! so it was me n noelle! hahaha..instead of doing history rights...we went to watch dvds after staring at the comm!! hahahaha..watched a cinderalla story..watched until near 7!! ohmyy... so i took a cabby home..

feeling damn tired now..but still have work to do...

replys to taggs

andrea: wahhh..u best! hahaha..hope you were alert today!! hahaa..

anne: heyy! welcome! longg longg ago lohh...8may.. ((:

i want time to stop right now..
so that i can live in a world of fantasy..
away from the world of reality..
i guess living like this..
suits me best...


time... stop now...

Thursday, July 21, 2005

1st thing 1st!! before i start shooting at some ass..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEITRIS aka PARTNER and IZZA!!

fucking bitch!!! ARGHHH!! so you thnk u'r the only person hu can pms lahh!! well NO mann! shitface!! grrss..

just back from training..and it was damn shit! that bitch kept on picking on celeste, isabelle and me!! esp on isabelle.. what's her problem plss!! say what "those sloppy passes are only fit for the club members" " dun come here and waste my time if you all want to make it easier"... wahhh!! fuck lahh! was damn pissed! and she made isabelle redo her drills just becux she didn tell her that she was done! F her lahh! and made her cry summore! her back hurt lahh u bitch!!

wed: went out to cine to celebrate mah partner and izza's birthday! was damn funn! alot of us went..think was 12 ppl..hs and chuck were sleepy or sth..so they went home.. ate at galileo..yupp..made alot of noise and ordered alot of food!! yummy!!..then we stalled some time so that some of them can go and buy their cakes..ahahah..ws really funn! left with sher near 6.. beitris!! luckily i came home okayys! mah dad msged me!! hahaha..!! if not i will be dead! anyways..had funn!

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

hmmm...lets see...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUMMIE AND PET!!!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

yay!! had mah 1st piano lesson after mah organ..hahaha..was like there in a totally freezing place for 3 hrs!! by the time i came out i was damn cold!! haahha..

anyways...went to yck mrt..saw mich!! ahahha..she was waiting for thongs n betina to come meet her...so i went home 1st to change and then i cycled to the CC with mah bball with me.. was like swinging..and swinging..and swinging..hahah.. then reached there that time they were alrd playing..hahaha.. had lots of fun..but sadly avis couldn come... so we played 2 on 3!! hahaha..was with bet n thongs..then decided to play again...then was with mah partner n betina..hahaha.. then left at ard 5.30..the rest stayed to play lahh...hahaha..

and there was one part bet stepped onto mah toes!! and she was wearing shoes and i was wearing slippers!! owwwyyyy!! hahaha..

showered. took a taxi down to mah grandma hse with mah bro n mom...((: and now im back!! at the comforts of mah chair n mah pc.. ahahhaha..

manns...having 2 tuitions tmr again!!! grrs..

Friday, July 15, 2005

ahhhhhhh...just reached home..feeling v.tired...but hey! im here!! hahaha..[lame..]

during recess was damn hilarious and loud thx to tenisha and mah twin!! hahaha..they were so disgusting lahh!! aahha..so yahh.. we had a good time!!

went to j8 for lunch at cafe cartel with hummie, jer, melissa and seshaa.. hahaha..before that we were in sch waiting for hummie's meeting to end..ended like 3 lahh! stupid woman tok so long..hahaha.. anyways..we ate alot plsss!! hahaha.. a damn good lunch for me in like alot of months! cux i always hadda skip lunch or eat v.little... we ate desserts! damn nice!! and me n melissa were like eating the bread..hahaha.. like FREE FLOW OF BREAD!! ahahha..so we ate alot! ate tiramisu n brownies with the ice-cream! hahaha.. nice! wanted to take neos..but no time..everyone hadda rush back home.. hahaha..

we shall go out again okayys! hahaha..u all are damn funn to hang out with! ((:

ytd: had trg..was okayys..warmup was so-so..hadda get into grps of 3..then run 5 rounds without timing..but as usual..we ran like there was timing...i was with huishian n shir..i think we were the last team? haha..cux our points were the highest!! wth..ahahah..so hadda do 'punishments'..then i partnered shir for drills...me n bei secretly formed a grp of 3..but then coach splited us up again!! then me n shir went to other grp cux nat n jz left.. so i was with celeste n isabelle...yupp..then changed to jas then went back to them again! hahahah..the end part of trg was so sucky!! grrs..hadda form grps of 3 and each person choose do situp, pushup or steps..then is like have to rotate...so we did 2 sets..and it was tiring! cux we had to do non-stop until the person doing steps was done..

better go do mah work! cux im dead tired and i wanna sleep!!! hahaha..

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

hahaha..there was no training this afternoon! aaha.. like rejoice! haha..changed to tmr...

anyways...went home and bei called to see if i could go play bball at the CC near our houses... then she called mich to come along..so we met at the traffic light near mah hse down there at 5.00..ahhaha.. mich so poor thing...hadda cycle 7km frm her hse to bei's hse then to the CC..hahaha.. yupp..we cycled there...played bball and then it rained..so we booked the table-tennis table and played.. hahah..

there was this old uncle seated quite near to where we were playing lahh..so like when the ball flew out..it hit him!!! haaha..then we were like trying not ta laugh but noooo.. we laughed damn loud lahh!! hahaha.. yupp..had fun playing table-tennis... then we went to play bball again..and the ground was kinda wet..but i still took off mah slippers..hahaha..played ABC..then played game.. me n bei one team then mich one-man show... hahaahha..she was quite good lahh..managed to score alott..considering that she was alone..ahahha.. there was one part bei stepped onto mah toes! pain lahh!! hahaha.. and we were like laughing so much!! hahaha.. then we went home at 6.30..hahahah..

had funn! (: lets play again okayys! with more people!!

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

oh gosh plsss... had a very busy weekend.. hahaha..went to tp library on sat to meet up with hummie, tenisha n noelle..borrowed some books on hitler for history then we went to macs and do our work.. but in the end we were like watching people..hahah..cux we were like seated where we had a damn good view of the people outside.. then we saw nat poh..then tenisha left 1st at near 4..then hummie, noelle and me left at 5 plus..then went to mah grandma hse for dinner..

had 2 tuition ytd..one in the morning then the other one in the afternoon.. was like so tired alrd lahh...but yeahh..i managed to survive! hahaha..slept late lahh..like 11 plus.. then this morning when in sch.. i was like wanting to doze off.. couldn help it when it was during soc.studies period.. then was like sleeping... yahh.. then str after sch hadda go for tuition.. ahhhh! so tired plss! grrs.. and i still have alot of work to do! ):

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CONNIE! ((: loveya!!

reply to taggs...

chipm: hellos! haha..lets play bball soon! and i dun airball okayys!! hahaah.. ((:

beitris: hellos partner! haha..hope ya had fun! ahah..love!

hs: heyy huishian! hahaha..yeahh.. nxt time we go there and eat again okayys! (:

mich: hahahha..sorry lahh..anyways i changed it alrd! hahaa.. be happy mann!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

hahaha..the friendly game was fun!! hahaha.. and the aussie players are damn tall pls!! was like i think a head taller than most of us! hahaha..like 1.7 and all.. yupp..and we won them.. yupp.. we'r surprised i think? cux we thot that they would win us..hahaha.. anyways..they gave us a present each..like the koala n kangeroo and others... and what did we as host gave them? card-holders! ............... like pathetic lahh! omg. then we all went to the confernce room to have break with them... talked alot to this girl named lawson.. ahhaha..and everybody else mixed around and took lots of pictures...hahha..we really went from one end of the table to the other end taking photos! hahaha..gotta admit some of them the legs damn nice! ahhahaa..okayys... sounds so pervertic... hahahah.. yupp..

then went back to class..and mrs khoo was there! omg.and everybody changed places cux there was absentees..and she was using the sitting plan thing lorr! and when she saw me she was like no u'r not supposed to be there...hahahaha..then all of us changed back.. then they all blame me lahh! wth.. like shit plsss.. not mah fault lahh!! hahaha..((:

Friday, July 08, 2005

hmm...had an interesting aftnn...hahaha..with the netballers...

wed: had trg ytd... warmup was okayys lahh...just got into grps of 3 again...but this time we all ran 5 rounds but without timing...and yet we all still ran like as if there was timing...thx to the ppl running in front! hahahaah.. so it was like 1st position n 2nd...and blah blahh...then is like 1st=1 point then 2nd=2 points and blahh blahh... yeahh... i was with hs n denise...we got 33 points altogether..tied with bei's grp..then everybody hadda choose their 'punishment'.. we chose to run 1 round..then ended up helping the rest..ahhaha..overall was okayys...and we were like slacking! hahha..cux coach hadda do some selection thingy.. went milo-ing with avis, bei n mich aft trg..then me n mich left 1st..

today: went to meridien with bei, mich, celeste, jz, hs and sher after school to eat lunch...then me, jz and sher left 1st...hahaha..the rest went to play pool!!!! unfair! i cant go... )):

we are having a friendly game tmr with the australian netballers in schh!! ahahahah..like so pathetic plsss! only have one court lahh! hahaha..and like so old! hahaha..gonna miss class! hahhaha.. yes!!! lets play well tmr! ((:

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hahahah.. i tell ya all! the most unbelieveable thing happened today!! *shocked* hahaha..

okayys...before i tell..let's start from morning all the way to aftnn...hahaha.. since the start of sch to recess time..i was literally copying stuff from the board into mah book!! and mah right arm was seriously aching lahh! ohh! i ate alot for recess! ate like a bowl of porriage n plate of rice with syuff and drank 1 cup of milo!! hahaah.. then slept during chinese again...was damn tired lorrs...

heheh.. the most 'EXCITING' part of the day! hahaha.. anyways..was like eating with bei, hs n jiazhi...and we were supposed to be having trng in the aftnn at like 3.30 lyk tt... but then... ms champ came down like at 3 plus and told us that TRG WAS CANCELLED!! hahha..like the 1st time in 3 yrs that we all have heard that trg was cancelled! hahaha..cux it is either later or what lorr... then hs, jiazhi, bei n me went down to town! ahaha.. we went to cine to slack lahh basically... took neoprint..and the machine sucks! we shldn have used it! hahaha..

then we went to eat at yoshi..ahhaha..there was this actress from light yrs...but dunno her name...she's quite pretty lehh... anyways... hahaha.. we ate n chat alot [ does bitching counts?] hahaha... until 5 plus... then we all splited up...hs n jiazhi went one way..me n bei the other... then we went home and came out to go cycling for that woman's hse..hahha.. found out that she stayed like right smacked in the middle of our houses!! hahaha..so we left at 6.30...but ended up cycling to kebun bahru cc..hahaha.. and i almost fell plss!! thx to some grass covering the pavement! and i thot it was the concrete lahh! but noooo!! is a hole! sucks!! hahaha..

hmmmm...feeling like a pig..was eating so much today! okayys... needa do mah work! having trg tmr! hahaha.. confirm one lahh! hahha..

had a great time with them today!! lovee! ((:

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

hmm...lets see... it's youth day hols! ((:

sun: ahhaha..nobody was at home except me n mah sis n mah auntie!! hahha..so i could wake up late. then i was at home all alone for the whole morning!! all the way until 2!! was like rotting when i told mahself that i hadda do mah homework... hahaha.. felt so lazyy.. then had tuition in the aftnn...had bio n phy tuition..hahaha..the teacher was cool mann...could actually teach bio n phy.. and i thot it was a weird combi...

had pizza for dinner!! i ate like 8 slices lahh!! ahhaha..was not the ordered one...HOME-MADE!! hahaa..then yahh...had like 3 bigg plates!! ahhaha..ate and drink...ALOTS!! ((: grandma came and like 8 plus...hahaha..then i went out just ta buy more drinks... like lame lahh plsss...

today: had tuition again... dammit.. mah life is like just circling around sch n netball n tuition!! grrs... I NEEDA PLAY!! anyways....went ta mah cous place..yupp..

so basically during the whole weekend i was like stoning away...and fa-dai-ing away.. and tuition-ing away... hahaha..

shits! there's trg tmr! damn pms-er...hope she will be in a good mood tmr )):...and we'r starting at like 4pm the latest...hahahha..okayys... and i want mah partner bak u pms-er!!

is late now...gotta sleep! hahaha.. heck it mann...gonna do other stuff 1st.. NITEES PPL!! ((:

Sunday, July 03, 2005

hmmm...today was okayys...had mah performance and oso at the same time noelle and the band ppl were at borders down there performing toos... yupp...mann...really wanted to go down and hear them playy.... anyways..i think i messed up one of mah piece... hahahaa.. hummie n nat poh came! hahaha..thx mann! ((:

fri: had youth day celebration... there was mass in the morning..then there was this disco thingy after the mass and when we were all eating... so nat poh, gweneal , andrea n jus n me went to the 'disco'..it turned out quite funny lahh! ahahah..lyk each class send out someone to dance on stage..hahaha.. grace yow and han are da bombs mann!! ahhaha..we were like luffing and cheering them on!!! ahaaha..then i went to the canteen to get ice-cream with jo roberts..then we went to the bball court to wait for mah chipmunk!! hahaha..jo left for the disco 1st..so me n mah chipmunk went ltr... and what's best is that i left mah wallet with jo!!! tried to look for her in the disco...but too many ppl...hahaha.. so i went home without mah wallet...borrowed money..

then left home again at 4.30 to get bak mah wallet frm jo and to oso go for tuition in marsiling... like soo farrr lahh...then ate dinner outside after tuition which was like 7.40!!! omg..

i'm so tired...and i got like alot of hw left? hahaha.. i mostly did all mah hw halfway..so i hadda finish mah work tmr or mon... i'm seriously killing mahself by sitting in front of the comm and playing n listeining to music...

*there's something missing in mah heart*
*and i'm looking for it....*

Friday, July 01, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DE YUAN!!! lovee*

ahhhh...finally back in the comforts of mah home. after so many shitty stuff has happened since mornnig to evening!! then now listening to music...yayness!! :)) kinda wash away all the thoughts that are going thru mah head now..

wed: sch was like okayys...sleeping during lessons.. hahaha..then had tuition aft sch...was abit tired lahh...but still hadda go...so i took a cabby to mah cous place.. bought some snacks b4 going there..started at 3pm and we ended near 6pm!! omg. like 3 freaking hrs of maths!! hahaha...like was abt to fall aslp during the last hr or so... then mah uncle was like joking next time extend to 4 hrs.. NO WAY LAHH!!! hahaha...i will sleep one lorr!! hahaha..then went home at 6...was like so hungry lahh..then i ate alot for dinner lorr!! ahahah..

today: was practially sleeping in class during the 4th n 5th period....which was chinese...ahhaha..then yeahh...the rest of the day was so so...hahah..thenn hummie, seshaa, melissa, tenisha and me were lyk at the back playing some dunno what game..hahaha..is damn cutee lahh!! we were lyk 'woo-hoo-ing' at the back!! hahahah..yupp...so much for being a vice-chair mann..still can play in class instead of maintaining silence..ahhaha..im a naughty girl..hahaha..

then had trg at 2.30...warmup was okayy lahh partnered janice and tessa...cux maybe we were all mentally prepared? errr...yupp...sth lyk tt. then hadda do steps.. then did ball drills... was like damn pissed lahh...like everybody finished and we were like just started the2nd set!!! grrrs....okayys...might be me...might be them...whichever i guess i was damn pissed... then the last drill seriously pissed me off...can be me again...can be the others....hadda teach the junoirs the drill...and they were like not so prepared for it? dunno...maybe..like tell them to do but end up still wrong..haiz... know mah partner was pissed..hahahah!! mannn...we'r seriously [i think] having new partners lahh!! grrs....i want mah partner back!!

who do you think you are?
do you think you can control my life?
i'm not a puppet to be controlled..
i guess i need a life..
a life which suits me, not you..
stop thinking that you can control me....cux u cant..not now not ever..
i'm sick of it..
seriously sick of it....
stop it now....cux i think we are drifting away from each other..