Wednesday, November 21, 2007
piang ehh
some holiday this is.
i'm like stuck at home for like a week!?
yeahh.
life sucks big time.
in addition t that!
just had TWO quarells!
with the baby somemore!
piang ehh.
quite heartache.
still heartaching..
piang ehh.
fucking angry w myself!
bloody hell.
better improve myself. :D
i cant wait for next week.
starting work.
WOW.
liberation.
and i can feel my brains are rotting.
slowly but surely!!
goodness. havn touched books for 2 weeks!!
and i'm rotting alr!!
die!
must do something productive mann.
tday my huiqin came!
TO MY HOUSE! AHAHHA.
but! she didn eat lunch.
so we chatted, bathed,
then went t hub t grab a bite.
walked ate and looked around.
tmr! GYMING! with BF!
gosh! i need it badly!
i'm covered in FATS!
gosh. where's all my leg muscles!!
kkays. i shld TONE my upper body.
it will look like i'm having lots of fats.
must TONE! then lower body.
TRAIN LIKE CRAZY!
I WANT MY MUSCLES BACK!!
feeling darn fat. AND UNFIT!
GOSH!
thanks for explaining things clearly t me.
maybe. this time. it's really ENTIRELY my fault.
shldn get agitated so easily.
and sensitive too.
will keep track of my actions,emotions.
and things that i do.
but do know.
i dun really show things or my emotions.
hope you understand that.
i've crossed the line this time.
and i feel really bad about it.
here's to you.
my most sincere apology.
you can take it. or leave it.
i'm sorry baby.
