Friday, October 12, 2007
screw it all.
life sucks.
i dunno what's wrong with me.
seriously.
i dun wanna think abt it.
things that have been happening.
whether it's the truth or a total lie..
i guess.. it cant be controlled.
we choose t say and do things.
so yeahh.
SCREW IT. this is gonna be
the lousiest shitty-est bullshitting entry i'm ever gna post.
though its aft promos.
i'm feeling damn shitty and lousy.
instead of my usual self.
not caring how i have done for the exams.
still the happy-go-lucky.
having fun with the girls and pals.
doing things we love t do.
and then in the end just laugh at whatever results we get back.
AHAHAHA. yeahh. those were the days.
but not now.
all separated. with new things coming along.
i might say. i daren venture.
sometimes saying i try..
but in the end, still retreating..
owells. takes time i guess?? OWELLS.
I WONDER HOW LONG.
maybe it's just me.. :/
yeahh. thanks t that quarell.
i'm here ranting.. WOW.
wonderful luhh..
wonder how can that one person can affect me SO SO MUCH.
hate the way things are going on now.
seriously not what i have expected.
didn expect things t be....
like that i shall say..
and all i know.
maybe come next year..
i wont be in yj anymore??
who knows.. my results will say it all.
for now.
i shall just live life happily in yj.
cherish my moments with everyone.
was seriously damn screwed.
i still cant believe i almost didn sleep at all
before my maths paper!!!
and it affected me so greatly.
RARRHH.
at the exam venue..
after the whole thing..
i was like stoning..
trying t get a hold of myself..
before anything stupid happened..
and subsequently..
affected my mood t study for physics
couldn study at all the day before.
was sleeping!! and my mind was elsewhere though i was physically there!
and wonderfully enough..
i couldn do physics.
skipped so many qs.
that i can say that i was done 45 mins aft we started.
and the whole exam for paper 2 was 2h 15 mins.
this is the WORST EXAMS EVER.
though i did had some fun with friends with me tday.
didn feel free.
like what was said.
you dont even know your own feelings.
